Saturday, May 28, 2011

"Don't remember that rush of joy."

I feel like everyone has felt this once. I definitely have.
I don't know why I even try anymore. I'll never be that girl. It's just not worth having a crush anymore, because in the end I always end up getting crushed. When will I learn never to get my hopes up?

"Don't dream too far, don't lose sight of who you are. Don't remember that rush of joy. He could be that boy, but I'm not that girl."

" Wishing only wounds the heart."

I'm done. Just done. Done with school and all those stupid people. 7 more days that I have to deal with them, then I'm FREE for the summer.

Everyone says "Oh you'll miss high school so much. You'll miss your friends and times you had. High school is the best four years of your life." No. It has been the worst 2 years of my life, and I still have 2 more to suffer through. Kids are just nasty, mean, and hateful. The only thing I'm going to miss when I graduate is my dance academy and my cousin Bailey. Everything else I could care less if I left right now.

Sorry for my rant, I'm just in a bad mood. Hope your weekend is going better than mine. I need to stop listening to this because it's going to make me cry. But it won't get out of my head! So this was technically a Stuck in my Head Saturday post.


Qui said...

This is why I'm homeschooled. *Sigh* It's so much better.

Jedi~Chick said...

I second what Qui said. ;)

Paige, I'm praying for you girl! I can relate with how mean girls (and boys for that matter) can be. Keep being yourself. you can make it 7 more days!!!!

I clicked on this post because of the name. I recognized it immediately from I'm Not That Girl. xD

Paige said...

@ Qui- Yeah, I've considered it. But I couldn't stand to be home every day, with my mother...haha.

@ Jedi Chick- Thanks! And yeah haha I'm counting down the days! Isn't it an amazing song?!

Anonymous said...

*hugs* Hang in there, and good luck =)

Sam said...

omg i feel the same way...i've been counting down the days since sure does suck, all the kids are just plain mean and nasty, and i will surely never miss it. thank god only 7 more days. i wish i was either homeschooled or at a christian school. maybe life wouldn't drag on for three quarters of the year.

Anonymous said...

I totally relate to this post, Paige. My boyfriend just dumped me Tuesday, so it really sucks to know I'm not that girl...

Paige said...

@ Sam, I feel the exact same way, good to know I'm not alone.

@ Lala, Aw I'm sorry :( I bet you'll find someone even better soon :)

Anonymous said...

Aw... hang in there, Paige! Just imagine how lovely summer will be for you. :)

That's a beautiful, sort of melancholy song... such a beautiful voice, too! Thank you for sharing it, though I'm sorry that you can relate to it right now... because like I said, it's kind of melancholy and sad. :/

PS I know this isn't the most comforting comment... I'm sorry, I'm not always that great about comforting! :/

Anonymous said...

I can relate. I'm not really in high school yet but I've taken some classes with high schoolers so I know how they can be. Hang in there, only a few more days left.